To cut the long story short I found that there was much truth in the commonly held sentiment; the grass is rarely ever greener on the other side and in my case after a very promising start and an initial high within weeks of starting my new job that sinking feeling of “I need to get out of here” had returned… Continue reading Why we want more…
As I sat at work during my lunch break it dawned on me that it’s beginning to look a lot like Christmas for most of the Christmas celebrating world. There is no mistaking the glimmering lights radiating from people’s homes nor the unmistakable festive spirit that seems to have overcome a lot of people. Workers have a spring in their step, children are giddy with … Continue reading A lot like Christmas
I see you. Tears in your eyes; you glance at the lock and check for the fifth time that it’s really locked. You stare at the reflection in the mirror hoping somehow you could blink it away. Hands trembling you vigorously scrub the drying mud away. Oh darling if only you would see, its only mud…it’s only a mirror; and everybody knows that mirrors never … Continue reading Dear younger me,
Earphones on, eyes droopy I’m barely holding on to the cold metal rails yet even on this dreaded Monday commute, I’ve somehow found a semblance of peace. The next song comes on, just as the train stops to let the next set of depressed commuters on. In my half conscious state I find myself nodding and in complete agreement with Switch foot’s sentiments…”Life is short I want to live it … Continue reading It’s not all about you…or is it?
Ok so here goes! I’ve never blogged and I barely keep a journal. My dusty journal only has the privilege of attention twice a year – on my birthday and on new years eve and perhaps the random point during the year when I feel so inclined. I’m not sure where this blog is going to go but like so many others like me facing a “quarter life” … Continue reading First blog post